Realised again today how strange it is to be in a classroom. SO very unnatural, and when you realise this it makes being in class so very difficult. I mean, what a strange special adaptation, to sit in a room and have an elder talk at you. That part’s not really that unnatural, but the structure of a classroom is. All straight lines and all eyes forward.
Groupthink pisses me off and frightens me. I’m not good at following directions or listening to other people. Some sort of constant revolt in me for those who think they know better. I’m constantly leery, suspicious of the rest of these humans.
Been lethargic and getting ready to never be in school again. Gave up on it a few months ago, really.