Current obsession, that. Been lazy, unupdated repository of all things ydde.
Started working out, which is both great and awful. I’ve a free personal trainer who makes me feel awesome and awful about myself at the same time. He’s huge, crazy buff, and can lift me weirdly easy. Also weird that he lifts me at all, probably. Thirty minute sessions. I couldn’t even finish the first one, and I can barely make it through a full one, anyway.
I’ve mostly just been lazy. Spending too much time inside my head, and when I’m not there I’m getting reckless with people, drinking and being stupid. Reading, watching movies, these are constants.
But no one to fall in love with. At least not this month. So few women in my life, I guess. Or maybe it’s because everyone has things to do but me. I never have anything to do. But there are so many things I should be doing.
Mostly I just sit with my dog. Sometimes I take pictures of her.
Christmas and New Year’s just round the corner. Making sausage on Wednesday. Buying gifts, spending all my money on stupid things. Mostly books. Always books. I’ve bought like thirty books in the short time I’ve been back. Some of them were really great. My nephew’s doing well, too. He’s the first infant I’ve held, which was kind of awesome and weird.
I’ve nothing really to say.