celluloid living

Weirdly appropriate considering the day I had, all of it spent between frames, breathing in foreign dreams.

My whole life inside the movies and they never get old or boring.

I tried to watch a Chinese film I was looking forward to, but netflix only has it dubbed and the dub was terrible terrible terrible. I had to shut it off. Something about dubbing always makes it seem like the dubactors are mocking the people they’re speaking for. Makes it all unwatchable.

Another upallnight kind of existence. Vamping out, contemplating the future of the novel.

Should be writing so many things but I just wander around inside my skull, painting your face in the constellations of my eyes.

I miss you, Starchild.