It’s how I feel. A maelstrom in my head, every day and in every way.
I’m depressed. Have been since I’ve been back, no doubt.
There’s so little for me here. So bored all the time. With people. With this place. I’m restless, waiting for the next grandness. I can’t sit still. I can’t wait around and just let Time go.
A life worth living: all I want.
I think I may try to move to australia or new zealand.